Monday, September 26, 2011

long time no type

well. sorry for that little holdup from march, ha. guess i never really got back to this.

it's erin still, alas. i haven't seen jamie in months. haven't seen bay. i did see julienne though, he's actually back in town. we're both enrolled in night classes at our old highschool. we're trying to get our lives back on track.

these last few months have been... just strange. i've been with jamie almost my entire life. it's just so strange her not being here. i wish she would come home. hell, i wish this hadn't happened in the first place.

it's been a little over a year since things got off track. juls doesn't even remember much anymore... or he's lying. i don't know. he came home back in march, saying he just woke up one day in that old town in pennsylvania. said he was confused. called a friend in new york to get him.
there wasn't much more to it than that. he's different. but that's understandable. 

honestly, i've been debating posting here. our lives are finally going back to normal. we just want to move on. i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who read, everyone who cared, helped, anything. jamie loved the help. i know she did. if she ever shows up again, then i'll be back. until then, this is my last post. thank you, really.

jamie, i love you. our anniversary was coming up soon. i'm sorry we can't spend it together. sorry we couldn't last year, i was a stupid bitch about other girls. i'm sorry we broke up, sorry for all the stress. you were my first love, and still are.

we were a perfect sonnet.

Erin Marie Martinez