Monday, September 26, 2011

long time no type

well. sorry for that little holdup from march, ha. guess i never really got back to this.

it's erin still, alas. i haven't seen jamie in months. haven't seen bay. i did see julienne though, he's actually back in town. we're both enrolled in night classes at our old highschool. we're trying to get our lives back on track.

these last few months have been... just strange. i've been with jamie almost my entire life. it's just so strange her not being here. i wish she would come home. hell, i wish this hadn't happened in the first place.

it's been a little over a year since things got off track. juls doesn't even remember much anymore... or he's lying. i don't know. he came home back in march, saying he just woke up one day in that old town in pennsylvania. said he was confused. called a friend in new york to get him.
there wasn't much more to it than that. he's different. but that's understandable. 

honestly, i've been debating posting here. our lives are finally going back to normal. we just want to move on. i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who read, everyone who cared, helped, anything. jamie loved the help. i know she did. if she ever shows up again, then i'll be back. until then, this is my last post. thank you, really.

jamie, i love you. our anniversary was coming up soon. i'm sorry we can't spend it together. sorry we couldn't last year, i was a stupid bitch about other girls. i'm sorry we broke up, sorry for all the stress. you were my first love, and still are.

we were a perfect sonnet.

Erin Marie Martinez

Thursday, March 24, 2011

erin again. jamie's still gone. bay's still gone. fuck my life.

i'm back in indiana, took jamie's car. she left it suprisingly. back home, with my mom. missed her a lot.

i... i think jamie's gone. like, gone gone.
bay was fucking with her. she was a damned, eh, 'hollow'. i dont know much lingo of this stuff yet, i'm working on it.

but bay, she had us in her sight the whole damn time. she was the girl in town, the masked one. she's lead jamie on, and now... well, now jamie's hers. i left. i knew what was going to happen, jamie was too naive to get it through her thick skull.

bay works for him.

i got a card in the mail the other day. suprisingly, it was from julienne. he's...
he's alive.
he's in new york. somehow, he beat this.
i won't go into much detail. i'm still wary of him, sadly. he scared me, horribly.
he's coming home in a few days time,  by plane.

i wonder what happened to his car....

he's going to explain things to me, i guess. i'm going to be cautious.
expect an update soon.


Wednesday, February 23, 2011

jamie's gone. she hopped town with bay.

god damn it

i'm erin, and i'll be running this show for awhile. i'll explain more in the morning. right now i need to go. i'm being followed.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Everything is Fine~

Nothing to worry about, I'm still alive~  Still down south, still with mom, still by Bay~

Everything is fine.

I'm in love guys.

Friday, February 4, 2011



You know the truth Jamie
Why won't you fucking listen to me?

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


I've been neglecting this it seems; my bad.

Well, things are going smoothly down here. We haven't seen the Slenderman once, which is... odd. Bay Says that this is the first time in months she's felt safe. Or, well, safer.
I want Bay to be safe. This isn't fair for her...

She's on my mind alot, if it isn't obvious.

Well, regarding the Masked girl, we still haven't met her. Although, Erin claims she saw her one night out in town. She'd gone out to get reception off her phone to call her aunt, and she said the girl was just sitting casually on a bench across in the neighbors yard. Legs crossed, arms crossed, and just watching. She, of course, ran in to get me. By the time I got out, she was gone.

I hope Erin wasn't lying.

On a less dark note, my dad called me today. Said Indiana's going through something called Snowpocalypse. I laughed at the name, a lot. If you're in the middle of it, I wish you the best of luck.
I asked if he's been seeing anything odd around him, or if he had a cough. He says nothing's wrong. Thank god.

On that note, I'm going to go. Bay's going to be over in a few. That damn girl is running through this crazy rain... I think I'll suprise her and meet her halfway, with an umbrella~ She'd like that.


Thursday, January 20, 2011


I haven't been here in years. When my parents split way back when, dad kept me with him in Indy, while mom went down to Louisiana to be with her side of the family. Sometimes I would fly down and visit mom, up until I hit my teenage years. It's been an awkward childhood, I'd say.

Erin's taking a nap downstairs, I'm up in a loft. My old bedroom from being a kid.

Mom was surprised to see us. I take it dad never talked to her about us coming by. What can you do, I suppose. Nonetheless, she took us in happily, and it felt as if I was just down for another visit.

Despite being followed by a killer.
Despite said killer dispatching its minions after us.

We realized we were being trailed around in Florida by hollowed, when one apparently approached Erin's Aunt, asking if they knew our whereabouts. Her Aunt luckily realized telling them would be a bad decision, and kept her mouth shut. I guess the hollowed took this civilly and left.
We managed to get out of there without much trouble though, which is a godsend.

When we got here, we went to mom's and left our stuff, and went out to meet Bay.
For those of you wondering, Bay is a childhood friend of mine, and... well, she's just a friend.
She's also, unfortunately, infected. I suppose she got caught up in this like many others, out of curiosity.

We asked to see the Masked girl, but I guess she's been laying low for awhile now. Bay assumes she'll be back out sometime soon, and when she is, I've got so many questions to ask.
She's been running for two years now, according to Bay.

I hope she's out tonight.