long time no type

well. sorry for that little holdup from march, ha. guess i never really got back to this.

it's erin still, alas. i haven't seen jamie in months. haven't seen bay. i did see julienne though, he's actually back in town. we're both enrolled in night classes at our old highschool. we're trying to get our lives back on track.

these last few months have been... just strange. i've been with jamie almost my entire life. it's just so strange her not being here. i wish she would come home. hell, i wish this hadn't happened in the first place.

it's been a little over a year since things got off track. juls doesn't even remember much anymore... or he's lying. i don't know. he came home back in march, saying he just woke up one day in that old town in pennsylvania. said he was confused. called a friend in new york to get him.

there wasn't much more to it than that. he's different. but that's understandable. 

honestly, i've been debating posting here. our lives are finally going back to normal. we just want to move on. i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who read, everyone who cared, helped, anything. jamie loved the help. i know she did. if she ever shows up again, then i'll be back. until then, this is my last post. thank you, really.

jamie, i love you. our anniversary was coming up soon. i'm sorry we can't spend it together. sorry we couldn't last year, i was a stupid bitch about other girls. i'm sorry we broke up, sorry for all the stress. you were my first love, and still are.

we were a perfect sonnet.

love, 

Erin Marie Martinez

Update from the Road

I'm right outside of Youngstown, Pennsylvania. I've been driving since about 10am, stopping only to piss. Getting food right now in a local pizza place, outside typing this. I must look silly...

I've done some quick research on this Centralia place. Apparently, a site of a large underground mine fire? Some pictures I found look a bit spooky. Would be a perfect place to visit with Erin and Julienne, if it weren't for the fact Jul's gone a bit... out of it.

Oh, who am I kidding, he's been fucking hollowed. :(

I don't know if I should go to the town tonight, for fear of it being dark in about an hour. That, and the town's also apparently gotten the name Silent Hill since the movie was a shit remake of a game.

Silent Hill scares the pants off me, if I may point out.

I'm going to talk to a couple locals once I get further into Youngstown. I may just stay here for the night.
I've called Erin back. I hope she returns the favor.

My foods done, so I should probably post this and get inside, it's fucking cold out here.
Here's hoping I'm not killed before this ordeal's over.

-Jamie